never was mine

Strange how we can become strangers Still, watching from afar in the love and kill Hurts to see you leap right in their arms Hurts to watch my love mean nothing More than I can take, makes me reel and it chills me Nothing hurts the same as a love in all went lost Can't be bothered, can't be kept from my mind Love is hard when it doesn't align I wish my mind wouldn't run free, loving's hard enough for me But it's, it's so much harder when it never was mine Lost feeding on my love Hungers more, tearing at my heart It runs its course Slipping through the dark a feat in the light But whatever I wish came sorrow Oh and in the name of the ones who brave this heartache But it's not my fate reaching out across the stars Can't be bothered can't be kept from my mind Love is hard when it doesn't align I wish my mind wouldn't run free Loving's hard enough for me But it's so much harder when it never was mine I wasn't asking for the sunlight to come down for me I wasn't looking for the world to lay it at my feet But as it did And as it is I couldn't leave it be I couldn't leave it be Can't be bothered, can't be kept from my mind Love is hard when it doesn't align I wish my mind wouldn't run free Loving's hard enough for me But it's, it's so much harder when it never was mine