Nosedive

Most nights I'm feeling like i'm out of body Stone sober still not feeling all me Tailspin nosedive Falling to the ground Everybody is watching me now No hands out Can't take your eyes off this disaster How could i stand myself Hereafter Lying in my own mess Feeling so useless You make me useless There's no cure for this I can't stand this side of me I'm listening to my heart pound Can I change the bet Or lose it entirely The rules were up against me from the start I could take more- No i can't really take more I could change things But you know it's the same Riddled with doubt I'd sit this one out if I could God knows that i should cause i can't keep my head on straight Most nights I'm feeling like i'm out of body Stone sober still not feeling all me Tailspin nosedive Falling to the ground Everybody is watching me now No hands out Can't take your eyes off this disaster How could i stand myself Hereafter Lying in my own mess Feeling so useless You make me useless Would you do me a favor and leave me right here Laying out on the highway covered in tears I don't know what I need but I need it alone I don't know who I need but I'm sick of this show Just go Most nights I'm feeling like i'm out of body Stone sober still not feeling all me Tailspin nosedive Falling to the ground Everybody is watching me now No hands out Can't take your eyes off this disaster How could i stand myself Hereafter Lying in my own mess Feeling so useless You make me useless Most nights I'm feeling like i'm out of body