Sympathy Magic (Chamber Version)

Memory fails me, names and faces blur There is only after, or before Am I so different? Have I changed? I do not recognise my face The scar fades but pulls inside Tugging at me all the time Chewing on a feeling and spitting it out Crouched in a ball gown Anxious and ashamed The vague humiliations of fame I do not find worthiness a virtue I no longer try to be good It didn't keep me safe Like you told me that it would So come on, tear me wide open A terrible gift Let the chorus console me Sympathy magic And light coming in the window just so And the wind through my fingers The only God that I know And it does not want me on my knees to believe Head high, arms wide Aching, aching, aching And alive And alive So I don't have to be worthy I no longer try to be good It didn't keep me safe Like you told me that it would So come on, tear me wide open 'Til I'm losing my mind 'Til I cannot contain it La-da-la-la-la-la-la-la So come on, come on, I can take it Give me everything you got What else? What else? What else? What else? So come on, come on, I can take it Sympathy magic Sympathy magic Sympathy magic Sympathy magic Sympathy magic Sympathy magic