R.I.P

[Verse 1: Flowz Dilione] All the bad things I've done have gone and made me mad I'm beggin for forgiveness, prayin I can take em back Wakin up in cold sweats, nightmares are crazy as Flashbacks of dead faces has me breakin bad Apologies to all my fans, I'm sorry kids I ain't no role model nah I've done alotta shit Mum would be ashamed if she even knew the half of it Emotionless, I don't feel nothin when the shotty kicks If the good die young, I'll live a long life Lord forgive me he was in that place at the wrong time Somethin that I gotta live with until the day I die This is what it sounds like when a thug cries Sometimes I want to put it down and leave it all behind Cryin at my brothers' grave, thinkin is there more to life? To go and take a mother's son ain't nothin to be glorified But if I ever catch his killers I'ma go and make it right [Hook: MoStack] R.I.P, is all I see The shish shit is all I breathe Money and my family is all I need Nightmares is all I dream Night, night, night Ambulance ain't here in time Just lost another boy's life Told her boy his mummy don't cry Everything's gonna be alright, alright [Interlude] 'So a horrific scene, we've got the death of a young boy, uh his mother is clearly, absolutely distraught and our thoughts and prayers go out to her and the extended family' [Verse 2: Flowz Dilione] Just to try and numb the pain, every night I'm smokin weed Pop a hundred xannies hopin maybe I can go to sleep God forgives everyone is somethin that I don't believe Starin in the mirror I don't know who's lookin back at me He was alive a week ago but he's dead today I've done a lot of bad things, some shit that I can never say Hangin out the window of the passi with a big thing Catch him in his driveway trust me I'ma let it spray Bally on my face, I've forgotten what I look like Stuff the double in the duffle, kiss my missus goodnight The day they took my brother's life away they went and took mine So if I ever catch his killers I ain't gonna think twice They say revenge is sweet, it's a vicious circle A question I never ask myself is it worth it? Ever since the day he died I've been a different person So I ain't ever gonna stop until they in a hearse [Hook]