Nervous Pos

I don't wanna be a nervous piece of shit Thought I was cool but can't talk myself into it All the second guessing's like a ton of bricks That weigh far too much and crush my confidence Thought it was getting bad Tube in my brains airing rain showing reruns Ok, I think you're more than sad Take a vitamin d pill to get sun Then refill my prescription Am I lame enough? Cause I'm all fucked up Overthinking stuff like it all falls on me What difference does it make If I stayed here today I get anxious when I think about it I don't wanna be a nervous piece of shit Thought I was cool but can't talk myself into it All the second guessing's like a ton of bricks That weigh far too much and crush my confidence I call my mom again She's going through all the same shit, I feel bad I have a cigarette I wanna throw up and stay in the basement I don't see myself changing Am I lame enough? Cause I'm all fucked up Overthinking stuff like it all falls on me What difference does it make If I stayed here today I get anxious when I think about it I don't wanna be a nervous piece of shit I don't wanna be a nervous piece of shit I don't wanna be a nervous piece of shit