Memories

We're down the road now, so where's your coat now? Would you have kept it if you knew what you know now? Oh, on the low down, I'm feeling closed out Yeah, I knew you once a long time ago now See, now and then I think back and wow, my Way back when kinda hurts right now Oh, memories Chemical signal burdens Keeping my brain from working Killing my serotonin, yeah Oh, memories Can't count the ways I curse you Wish that I could unlearn you Hope that they find a cure soon Oh A disconnection from recollection I'm vacationing from my transgressions In this subversion of expectation I'm stepping out and seeking redemption I could move someplace, I could change my name But I won't let things go this way again Oh, memories Chemical signal burdens Keeping my brain from working Killing my serotonin, yeah Oh, memories Can't count the ways I curse you Wish that I could unlearn you Hope that they find a cure soon In all of the times that I could've broke I hinged on something If I don't take stock and if I don't grow Then it's been for nothing I'll take my baggage down the road And I'll be what I'm stuck with Yeah, there's a lot I gotta take Little moments, still haunting 'Cause I don't get the point of it When you don't get what you wanted Or you needed something and you lost it Yeah, I miss you, yeah, you don't care It's a hard truth to take, but I'm getting there You went someplace, you went somewhere But the mark you left remains Oh, memories Chemical signal burdens Keeping my brain from working Killing my serotonin, yeah Oh, memories Can't count the ways I curse you Wish that I could unlearn you Hope that they find a cure soon And always Something burnin' out, out, out, out And someday We may figure out why or how