Endings

I'm not sure I'm even wanted I'm not sure if much my hate can seem to reconcile The feeling that we shall 'ways wander So I can't compensate for how I'm supposed to act outside I'm here deep in muddy waters I am stuck in something I can't seem to correlate To how I'm seen or maybe thought of To where I'm supposed to be and that I'm out not deviate from Trust I forget that I'm in love Some other touch I'm don't know if I'm just lost I'm don't know if I'm just lost I believe there are others for us But only one each time; the two must never overlap The situation I've befallen That I facilitate; seems to only complicate My trust I forget that I'm in love Some other touch I don't know if I'm just lost I don't know if I'm just lost Maybe it's just what I wanted Maybe it just took me all this time to realize I am part of a performance Where one half plays their role; the other only shuts their eyes And I can't leave or just avoid it I can't throw away; if only just to spare a life From this confusion I am caught in Or this eternity of this unending and uncertain Trust I forget that I'm in love Some other touch I don't know if I'm just lost Don't trust Did I forget that I'm in love? Some other touch I don't know if I'm just lost I don't know if I'm just lost.