Counterfeit

I'll take the backroads on my way home I'll kill the radio and ride in silence I really don't know what I'm doin' with my life I call my best friend, she says I'm over this It's 4 AM and you should not be drivin' I've really gotta go, look what's becomin' of your life Soon, you wake up sorry Cursin' at the morning, no Don't call me back Let's leave it at that I said, one time is too many, girl I fucked up plenty, but I need you back I need you bad She said I can't hold on To somethin' that isn't there for me to hold on to It's all my fault For thinkin' I could be the one who changes you 'Cause after all the things we've been through I keep runnin' back to rescue The one I lost I can't hold on I'm a counterfeit, I'm not okay with it Puttin' on a show and losin' touch Back to the basics, I've gotta figure out my life I push and pull until the rule was exposed Remindin' me of who I was long ago How will I ever make this right? So if, I say I'm sorry Can you ignore the warnings? Will you, take me back? I need you back She said I can't hold on To somethin' that isn't there for me to hold on to It's all my fault For thinkin' I could be the one who changes you 'Cause after all the things we've been through I keep runnin' back to rescue The one I lost I fall so hard to keep your near Till I finally realize You reopened the scars that disappeared Leavin' me empty inside So you can say you're sorry Tell me not to worry, but We can't get it back The love that we had I can't hold on To somethin' that isn't there for me to hold on to It's all my fault For thinkin' I could be the one who changes you After all the things we've been through I keep runnin' back to rescue The one I lost I can't hold on