A Secret

Last time I was here Changing the subject Just look at the lawn You said "It shouldn't be so green in December, Do you think we should worry?" It's been a long time Since we argued And that argument ended You walk in and out of pain like a tide How did you want me to look? Even older? Even older? How did you want me to look? Even older? Even older? Don't tell me where you've been, okay But of course I'll visit when I can Of course you'll visit when you can Of course I'll visit when I can Of course I'll visit when I can And I'm not making a fuss I'm not making a fuss Most of this isn't even a secret Impossible questions like How can you still talk to them? How can you still talk to them When that long shadow stretches from their little house All the way to the top of your mountain? But of course you'll visit when you can Of course you'll visit when you can But of course you'll visit when you can Of course you'll visit when you can And when I said justice It just isn't what I meant at all When I said justice It just isn't what I meant at all I dare not speak for you But I look forward to Remembering him as a bad man And that's it Most of this isn't a secret Most of this isn't a secret Most of this isn't a secret