Motorcycle, No Motor?

[Intro] Okay, okay Okay, okay [Verse 1] Not gonna lie, sometimes I feel my forward progress is a treadmill Especially when lately everyone asks how my head feels "Well, it's still there," I say while shrugging so they think that I don't care Or think I'm losing it because I bleach my hair [Pre-Chorus] And I just needed to start making a change An outward projection, a reflection of the new start I've gained (Woo!) [Chorus] I might feel fixed, but I still need maintenance I can feel new and still need repairs I'm at full sprint, but still locked in stasis My feet cemented, wind in my hair And I am scared [Verse 2] Okay I'm scared of every thought in my brain Scared of losing my identity and knowing where I came from I'm scared of change, of staying the same Scared of losing my mind or forgetting my name [Bridge] I might feel fixed, but I still need maintenance I can feel new and still need repairs When I feel like shit, and I feel complacent Can I be sure that it was really fixed? [Chorus] I might feel fixed, but I still need maintenance I can feel new and still need repairs I'm at full sprint, but still locked in stasis My feet cemented, wind in my hair [Chorus] I might feel fixed, but I still need maintenance I can feel new and still need repairs When I feel like shit, and I feel complacent Can I be sure that it was really fixed? [Outro] Okay (Who cares? Who cares?) Okay (Who cares? Who cares?) Well, I am scared (Okay, okay) Well, I am scared (Okay, okay) I'm almost there