Window Blues

[Intro] Everyday I find myself dreaming Everyday I fi- Everyday I find myself dreaming Drinking by my window every night Feeling kinda fucked They think money is the only reason But this world full of pussies and I swear I couldn't give two fucks [Chorus] Everyday I find myself dreaming Drinking by my window every night Feeling kinda fucked They think money is the only reason But this world full of pussies and I swear I couldn't give two fucks Ask myself, do I care if they notice? I've been thinking about some real life issues Ask myself, do I care if they noticе? Cause I accept who am, but brother do you? [Verse 1] Evеryday I find myself dreaming All I do is write these lyrics ask myself treatment Kinda [?] but I swear I felt some real treason I got voices in my head that are just leaning I don't know, don't know I'm being followed more than Pac-man Now I got these people all around tryna rap fam Essex what I'm about man, used to do some crack slang Now I got supporters in my mind that helps my head stamp Like I got plans up in my brain I can't explain That's from way back, in my room flying paper planes Always watching out my window used to love it when it rain But now I'm here writing lyrics all the times Used to days I had to fuck to get where I am That's hard work, always telling me I'm gifted but I swear It's a curse, still got visions in my head Still see auntie on the floor, with them pills around the body Fuck I'm talented of course [Chorus] Everyday I find myself dreaming Drinking by my window every night Feeling kinda fucked They think money is the only reason But this world full of pussies and I swear I couldn't give two fucks Ask myself do I care if they notice I've been thinking about some real life issues Ask myself do I care if they notice Cause I accept who am, but brother do you? [Verse 2] Fuck around and get it like we always do Bitch I got money on my mind, got them orders too Order me, fuck it imma slaughter you Put you in the back of a transit see is what them olders do Trust me that's some real shit dawg cause I'm finna ride for my brothers I don't choose that path, in the rain, in the snow my bro find the dark I told [?] be dead from the start Trust me this ain't nothing like the other ones Bruv always moving crack, rocks slots for them other funds Licking shots, hitting spots, smoke up in my lungs Paddy's got a drop for that crop like the Amazon We them Essex boys really got the mob ties Yeah that’s Romford to Basi we got them mob sides Really got mob ties Yeah that’s Romford to Basi we got them mob sides