CHASING THE HIGH

Holding my breath 'til my heart stops beating Chained to the wreck of a love that's bleeding Picking up the pieces left of us Wish that I could keep my head above Run back to the start I feel like giving up When will I ever stop? (Will I ever stop?) (I'm) fucked up, defeated and destroyed Barely alive No doubt we keep living a lie Chasing the high Just one last regret Make me forget Fucked up, defeated and destroyed Chasing the high Hope becomes a drug Toxic and magnetic Love's a loaded gun And we're both the addicts Stitching up the holes you left behind Fell in love with pain and the denial A déjà-vu in real life A tragedy in real time Gotta cut you out (I'm) fucked up, defeated and destroyed Barely alive No doubt we keep living a lie Chasing the high Just one last regret Make me forget Fucked up, defeated and destroyed Your emotions A miserable omen We were always playing a fatal game I hope that you know that It's finally over I've seen through your disguise I'll kill the high I'll kill the high Fucked up, defeated and destroyed Barely alive Got no more tears left in my eyes (Left in my eyes) Just one last regret Make me forget Fucked up, defeated and destroyed Chasing the high Fucked up, defeated, we're defeated and destroyed Fucked up, defeated, so defeated and destroyed Fucked up, defeated, we're defeated and destroyed Got no more tears left in my eyes