Stimming

Started a band To hold sound in my hand Needed a home for my loud to land Cause my mind plays its tricks But I’ve got a fix I wiggle my twitch ’til it sounds like a hit I’m going so fast The urge won’t relax Music to quench and hold all of my clicks I’m clenching my arms Around a guitar Make music instead of a hole the wall My body Is a sound That carries Me around Need to tap tap tap on the glass The world is a sea Of confusions to me Adrift with the inch of my raft in between An ocean of noise And a strange little boy Deep in a mind filled with musical toys Keeping me safe As I paddle away from The clamour and crash of another day My stim protects From the ways I could get If there wasn’t a way to just play and forget My body Is a sound That carries Me around Need to tap tap tap on the glass Pound On the face of the air I don’t Care Give me something to shake ’til it Breaks There’s a drum under every Thumb We can break through the shell of the world