An Apology

This is what I know The canopy loss of our home Is a far cry, while I'm away Tethered to finding a rope We walk in precarious ways And go alone at night To misery's bed In misery's bed, we stay So far away So far away So far away Here in the tremble and pulse With the rush and the weight of the world I am a cannibal, known Begging the lashes to break You find me awake in a dream A scream in the dark, so it seems Or is that just how it leaves? The shadow I cast now the breeze So far away So far away So far away So far away So this is how it goes With the loss of our canopy home That falls with the leaves from the trees As we pass And I wasn't there in the last But I was surely there from the first Here, in my chest, where you burst I keep the crush And the weight of the world So far away So far away So far away So far away So far away So far away So far away So far away So far away