Uncomfortably Me

Spent every day wishing my life away Always so nervous and unsure of myself Always the bridesmaid and never the bride Always the wallflower, never the sport star Wanted their body, wanted their hair Wanted the way that they walked straight ahead of me I didn't know then what I think I know now Wanted their confidence, wanted their love Uncomfortably here, uncomfortably there Uncomfortably me, uncomfortably me Uncomfortably here, uncomfortably there Uncomfortably me, uncomfortably me I hated the way that I spoke from the place Where I was born and where I came from Hated myself when she wasn't around I missed the way she'd throw her head back and laugh at me Uncomfortably here, uncomfortably there Uncomfortably me, uncomfortably me Uncomfortably here, uncomfortably there Uncomfortably me, uncomfortably me My hands would shake, I would sweat Always trying hard to impress Wish I'd told them all, "Go to hell!" But I never had the common sense Too busy hating on myself A waste of time, a waste of space Uncomfortably here, uncomfortably there Uncomfortably me Uncomfortably here, uncomfortably there Uncomfortably me Uncomfortably me Uncomfortably me Uncomfortable Uncomfortable Uncomfortable Uncomfortable Uncomfortable Uncomfortable Uncomfortable Uncomfortable