November Rain

I still choke a little Every time your name comes up Hold my tears Once they fall oh Cause I can’t make em stop I put pressure on my wrist Cause my arms cant stop shaking It’s been a decade since u left Still you be reappearing In my dreams In my sleep In my lyrics I’m afraid To put them out Cause it feels I’m closing up your chapter but I’m not Not prepared To let you go Too much stories left untold So I keep you in my Yellow note book in this cardboard box In the attic of my parents house To stop myself from thinking about you too much To stop myself from thinking what I could’ve done But every time November rain got me thinking bout you You slipped away And you left me too soon Rain and tears Soak my black suit and boots It’s been a minute But i still feel the blues November rain got me thinking bout you Took you away And you left us too soon Rain and tears Soak my black suit and boots Do anything To take that one look at you Tell myself a hundred times There’s nothing to be done Helped auntie settle down Before you end your run Pray you left without the pain You’re up there and you’re okay I'm so sorry Wasn’t there by your side When you Closed your eyes Hate myself For not saying goodbye And it haunts me in my dreams Every other night I know that if you’re here today With a smile upon your face You’ll say son its all okay But it’s not okay Christmas don’t feel the same I hate that empty chair on grannies table When it’s still your place Times could pass But some things never change Too much I wanna say Guess I’ll start this shit off With how was your day Cause these words they’re boulders On my shoulder blades You loved me so Yet I didn’t say the same Now every time in November When it starts pouring rain Your voice begins to echo Echo through my brain November rain got me thinking bout you You slipped away And you left me too soon Rain and tears Soak my black suit and boots It’s been a minute But I still feel the blues November rain got me thinking bout you Took you away And you left us too soon Rain and tears Soak my black suit and boots Do anything To take that one look at you Another year Another month Would be more than enough Another day Another hour Maybe to catch things up Turn back the clock Let you know I loved you just as much Maybe these tears will finally fucking start to stop November rain got me thinking bout you You slipped away And you left me too soon Rain and tears Soak my black suit and boots It’s been a minute But I still feel the blues November rain got me thinking bout you Took you away And you left us too soon Rain and tears Soak my black suit and boots Do anything To take that one look at you To take that one look at you To take that one look at you