Never Should

[Verse 1 (Gari!)] Fallin' in and outta focus Got a broken heart diagnosis I’ve been going through the motions Tryna hide all these emotions I text u late night tryna get you back But you not having it so now I’m getting mad Now I’m feeling sad Now I’m in my feelings Realized what we had Was something one in a million I need to feel it [Verse 2 (Gari!)] If I could take back what I said girl you know I would You living inside of my thoughts like it’s a neighborhood I text you now and then to make sure that you doing good I hope you find a man to do the things I never could Girl, I need someone to help me I'm smoking green all the time staying healthy Girl, I thought you was my wifey You made my heart bleed I need an IV [Verse 3 (Lexodusthecosmus)] You only care about the money and that's a fact Cuz when I was down you ain't ever had my back Plus Every night when you told me I'm the best Were all lies cuz you said that to the rest Damn How I wish you were here I'll tell you how much I loved While whisperin' in yo ear And not having u by my side That be killing me every night But man fuck it I'll explain this to u right like All the pictures inside my head The memories in my mind Of grabbing you by the waist while dancing with you at night And taking you by the hand, to castles on top of the sand And promises that we planned to promises that we can't man Fuck Man I told you I shoulda quit When u told me that our love was over cuz what I did Girl, I'm sorry I'm truly sorry for everything If I hurt or even worse For all of the shit I did like