20/20

[Verse 1] I feel like the greatest, only been at this for two years Thank God this all happened so quick Fashion be the latest, money comin' in but so do hatred This ain't how I pictured, but I faced it Emotions, I erased it, forget havin' feelings, I replaced it Should've peeped that feeling from the basis This when the mistakes hit Tired of gettin' caught up in this fakeness I just can't sit comfy with no fakeness [Refrain] I been holdin' demons inside, I can't lie So if you ain't ready to live, then don't try I gotta make it home so my mama don't cry I'd rather do the best, o' this time will go by Feel the rain, so numb, I don't feel none Haters still runnin' 'round with no chill button Still be rollin' in the town, findin' chill zone Let em take the money enough the bill I don't buy none [Verse 2] And I keep the gang with me, try it, bet we air this Everybody get it, if it's static, won't spare this Really on my bully, 2020, we ain't playin' That was for everything, don't care 'bout what you sayin' Mama, she was prayin', I was on that clock late Really put in thirteen years of work but then I got paid Suddenly, catch me stepping into church because that tock pay Big double g's on my shirt, no karate Cut what the opps say, cut what the cops say I'm on my phone TNT that's a wawei If you feel a way, Tik Tok, what the clock say All my coobies tryna catch the bag, that's the pop way [Chorus] I just want my name to be around when I ain't here Livin' in the moment, but I want this it for years They like, "Gavin, bro, you made it", I still feel like I ain't there A lot of people hated, I said, "forget it, I don't care 'cause I'm takin' off" I'ma soon be the greatest, takin' off I'ma soon be the greatest, takin' off I'ma soon be the greatest I'ma soon be the greatest [Verse 3] What did they did not say, got me going crazy Everybody tryna reach for clout like it's wavy Guess I'm just too real, I stood solid, how they made me I can never be a goofy even if they paid me Songs too heat now, everything is wavy Lot of haters think it's competition, they amaze me I was goin' downhill, Youtube kinda saved me Gotta keep the hard work, ain't no gettin' lazy Crushin' opposition kinda sorta got me dazy Think you'd last a day up in my shoes, then come trade me Yo, I need a billion in blues like I'm Jay-Z Huh, R.I.P. to musically Look, I'm cookin' up, got the sauce like it's gravy If you want a feature, get your money right and pay me Still, when the time come, it might be a maybe It depend on the type of record that you gon' play me I can't do a wack verse, industry would trade me Every time you hear my name, you know I'm goin' crazy Really, in my eye kid, LA really made me Really had the same goal and dream since a baby (ooh) [Chorus] I just want my name to be around when I ain't here Livin' in the moment, but I want this it for years They like, "Gavin, bro, you made it", I still feel like I ain't there A lot of people hated, I said, "forget it, I don't care 'cause I'm takin' off" I'ma soon be the greatest, takin' off I'ma soon be the greatest, takin' off I'ma soon be the greatest I'ma soon be the greatest [Refrain] I been holdin' demons inside, I can't lie So if you ain't ready to live, then don't try I gotta make it home so my mama don't cry I'd rather do the best, o' these time will go by Feel the rain, so numb, I don't feel non Haters still runnin' 'round with no chill button Still be rollin' in the town, finna chill zone Let em take the money for the bill I won't buy none