Shame

[Verse 1] I was a child to begin Hopeless inside of my skin When you're born from pain, there's no hurt, there's no shame I'm starting to find some within [Verse 2] There's chains welded tight on my shins With blood dripping down over them Trauma passed down to me, I don't deserve I'm breaking a link in the curse [Verse 3] But I can't hold on to this shame anymore I'm closing the drawer, and I'm focusing more On how to not be so damn cold to the core Rise from the floor, I'm not high anymore [Verse 4] So I'm starting anew, amidst flames in the fire 'Cause the old ways I held, they expired And I told that to God, and he told me go first To leave these lessons in the dirt [Verse 5] And now I see the light shining in I'm not who I was from before I'm not who I wanna be, but ten years from now I'll look back at how I was reborn [Outro] So, I was a child to begin Hopeless inside of my skin