I See Red

I keep my rage like I have a secret It gets hidden with yoga and drinking Sometimes that makes it worse, it hurts Sometimes that makes it worse, it hurts Therapy's kind till it makes you wanna die With everything you just can't change Just learn to be okay Gotta learn to be okay if things stay the same And I'm only human And I slam doors around with all I can And I'm only learning Just to live, you gotta chill out Calm down and breathe again I, I see red I know that I can Be a better lover, be a better friend If you keep crying wolf No one cares if you keep on falling Keep on falling I'm nervin' towards the end The pain returns, I get made Before I know I see red again And my partners fall while I run in tears I'm lost for seconds, I'm lost for years I see her face in my sudden screams And I'm only human As I slam doors around with all I can And I'm only learning The same mistakes, I make them Again and again and again and again I, I see red I know that I can Be a better lover, be a better friend If you keep crying wolf No one cares if you keep on falling Keep on falling I, I see red I know that I can Be a better lover, be a better friend If you keep crying wolf No one cares if you keep on falling Keep on falling Caught me near a breakdown Replicating how you feel pain Be nice to rise above the storm inside Disappointing as a lifestyle It feels good to know I tried hard Changing things I've grown to think I can't I, I see red I know that I can Be a better lover, be a better friend If you keep crying wolf No one cares if you keep on falling Keep on falling I, I see red I know that I can Be a better lover, be a better friend If you keep crying wolf No one cares if you keep on falling Keep on falling