Feel Inside

[Verse 1] I see the devil in my sleep I thank God for every blessing I receive A lesson learned is a lesson I can teach And a winner never won without a lesson in defeat Faith is my drug And they're tryna give me life for possession of belief Look at it, can't see air but it's there And the fact we breathe's enough evidence to me I used to have a heart of gold until I replaced it for a fist full of dollars Now I know the only benefit is Ps Living for today, afraid of facing tomorrow Lying to myself, saying I've got everything I need And I used to want a face I could borrow Cause people used to tell me every day about my teeth Insecure about my smile, so I went and put my money where my mouth is Now it's evident to see [Verse 2] I'm just a victim of what someone else thinks I was brainwashed while I was watching the world spin "I would never conform" is what I used to tell Prince Now at the world end, this whirlwind, bells ring Well my name's set, and I hate when Bruddas be talking like they know me but we ain't friends Wastemen, they hate me But if everybody loved me I'd be Raymond But I'm Justin, clock Samuel What you think it means? An assumption I can't handle I ain't never ever been the rapper I was labelled in the Sun How can I be the artist that police can't cancel? When I can literally be saying it's begun And they instantly think that I'm saying it's a gun It's begun, it's a gun Ain't it a shame what this shit's become? [Verse 3] Now every rapper out wants to rap about trapping, well I was trapping when I used to hang around Aaron But I ain't jumping on the "every rapper out" wagon My brudda, I'll still be killing it when that is out of fashion Look how many eras I've survived And I've been doubted from the second I arrived, never mind Let's talk about the comparisons, the people they compare me to Without buying my albums, the only thing they hear me do is Freestyles, but meanwhile The jury's out, I'm still being trialed They wanna judge me because I stand in the stock It's like people criticising a film they haven't watched Watch this, Ghetts this and Ghetts that But you'll never get shit when Ghetts raps On my microphone tekkers, boy You ain't never have an open mind unless I cock the TEC back Bang! And all I want is next year Is these words not to fall upon deaf ears Anyway, that's enough about the industry Let's talk about the man behind the music The sidekick, the man behind the Movement Two years silent, analysing the blueprint And now I'm back from my sabbatical You be acting like a break ain't understandable Years in the game, it made me a cannibal There's rules to this shit but I ain't read the manual I would've done so many things differently Now every move I make's extremely tactical [Verse 4] I think out the box While I'm lighting up something that'll stink out the block Reminiscing - different day, same shit Repetition - it's a shame, ain't it? Recognition, deep spitters remain nameless Every listen, these lyrics evade basic Men and women The sample told me I should tell you how I feel inside So for the last three minutes or so I just let my guard down to tell the world what I'm feeling like You don't feel me, why? GH