17250 (v1)

[Verse 1] I never hoped for the best But I'd be surprised if it got any worse, I swear I never told you the truth, I realized That you never cared at all [Pre-Chorus] I woke up this morning On someone else's mattress Don't mean to be a bother But what the fuck just happened? [Chorus] And I fell apart in your driveway, like, a thousand times Past few months, my dear, I've lived a thousand lives I knew from the start that I, I should've drawn the line You're hot to the touch, my dear, I keep getting cauterized [Verse 2] I'm letting the blood build up in my mouth I'm so damn scared of just letting it out I'm so damn scared of the sound it'll make on the ground [Pre-Chorus] I woke up this morning On someone else's mattress Don't mean to be a bother But what the fuck just happened? [Chorus] And I fell apart in your driveway, like, a thousand times Past few months, my dear, I've lived a thousand lives I knew from the start that I, I should've drawn the line You're hot to the touch, my dear, I keep getting cauterized [Instrumental Break] [Outro] I woke up this morning On someone else's mattress Don't mean to be a bother But what the fuck just happened?