touché

I've been losing rest, I've been counting my sheep And I've been taking melatonin just to catch me some sleep And I've been wasting serotonin, but, hey, at least it's free And you could say that it's different, you're still dead to me And I'm an asshole, two-faced I've been steady tripping over my own shoelace And every single problem in my head goes two ways That boy got a cover up girlfriend, touché Wouldn't wanna lose me And I'm an asshole, two-faced I've been steady tripping over my own shoelace And every single problem in my head goes two ways That boy got a cover up girlfriend, touché Wouldn't wanna lose me She been trying to drive down the highway, six speed I've been tryna lighten it up 'til I'm six feet She been light drinking all night so she tipsy Her father been spending all night wondering, is she Gonna be alright? Or is she gonna spend the night with someone She don't really like, it's fucked up She don't really mind, it's young love Tell me, have you ever took a shot in the dark? I took a shot to my head to match the hole in my heart And I'm so tired, lately lying to my friends and my family And I'm so scared to open up but I think that's just the man in me And my head is filled with dark thoughts, hooks, and profanities I've been losing myself in my brand new reality I've been losing my grip, I been wasting humanity And your boy still texts 'cause I think he a fan of me And I'm an asshole, two-faced I've been steady tripping over my own shoelace And every single problem in my head goes two ways That boy got a cover up girlfriend, touché Wouldn't wanna lose me And I'm an asshole, two-faced I've been steady tripping over my own shoelace And every single problem in my head goes two ways That boy got a cover up girlfriend, touché Wouldn't wanna lose me