Hopeless

It's been weeks since I've felt good it's hard to get out of bed Not feeling like I should Sometimes I feel dead I see my life wasting all away Sometimes I feel like a failure Or am I just fed up Sometimes it just seems useless Or am I that fucked up I feel hopeless I shut down Wonder where the time has gone What day is it this week I wish that I could stop my head The future it looks weak I see my life But that was yesterday Sometimes I feel like a failure Or am I just fed up Sometimes it just seems useless Or am I that fucked up I feel hopeless I shut down Sometimes I feel like a failure Or am I just fed up Sometimes it just seems useless Or am I that fucked up I feel hopeless I shut down No I'm not a failure Maybe just fed up I'll never give up hope and I know that's just fucked up I'm not hopeless I'm not shut down I'm not hopless I'm not shut down