I Forgot

I have to stop drinking, Cos I forgot who I really was Is it really me? Or me wearing a funny hat trying to be the fonz? I have to start thinking Because I forgot who I really was Am I really me? Or a version of me that I want people to see? If our opinion differs you can suck yours Sorry mate slip of the tongue Old school Ray Winstone I don't wanna party no more I wanna stay home But if I turn up I don't wanna stay long Wake up first things first when's this day done Some days got no one not even my day ones Fuck it that's life baby make one Another basement party on a late one Hanging out my arse shaking Gotta have a few to slow my heart down Beating like a drum racing My head's aching I'm sweating I got Chinese restaurant syndrome Too close to the bone I don't wanna party no more I wanna stay home I don't wanna party no more I wanna stay home I don't wanna party no more I wanna stay home I don't wanna party no more I wanna stay home But i could go out for one I don't wanna party no more I wanna stay home But i could go out for one I don't wanna party no more I wanna stay home But i could go out for one I have to stop drinking fuck Cos I forgot who I really was Is it really me? Or me wearing a funny hat trying to be the fonz? I have to start thinking Because I forgot who I really was Am I really me? Or a version of me that I want people to see? Waiting on a kiss like a frog in a myth I'm a cog in a wheel I'm a blade in the sink I'm the ice in your drink I'll be gone quick you should know that Take me anywhere I'm here for the ride I only feel here when I look in her eyes So leave us alone back here we're alright Turn the music up and just drive Down the backstreets where the lights get murky Never thought I'd make it past 30 Not a kid anymore But I still feel like macaulay Aftershave stinging Wind the windows down the towns singing Keep the meter on we aint here for long Just one more song I forgot who I really was I forgot who I really was I forgot who I really was I forgot who I really was I forgot who I really was