My Blessing

[Verse 1: Grafh] We need something to believe in Something to believe in Shit, I just need a reason Emotionally unavailable's what I'm feeling What a feeling Something's broken and nothing's healing I self-medicated, tryna stay balanced Meditated, went vegan, ate salad Fake happy online until we got great at it Searching for validation from niggas that ain't valid We all kind of mentally confused Any woman I dated was sexually abused Pressured with aggression, instead of in the mood Made to feel pessimistic over fеministic views Daddy wasn't around, you wanna cry? I'm fine Lil things, I learnеd how to tie a tie online Intuition, I rely on mine If the shoe fits, wear it - I'ma try on mine Real shit, I wasn't afraid of death, wasn't afraid to die More afraid of heartbreak, and more afraid to cry I need to face my own truth, can't be afraid to fly I'm too generous to cheat and too brave to lie Word up [Chorus: Eric Belinger] I need you, I need you Sacrifice them I could give you my all I need you, I need you Premonition got me in position I know You a blessing I'ma wait however long For my blessing Yeah. yeah [Verse 2: Grafh] The plan is to level up some And never return back to the level you leveled up from Did I get enough done? Too neglected or too excessive If it costs your inner peace, then it's too expensive Head up, never down to the floor Never look up to the rich or look down to the poor Don't mean to sound insecure, but I'm growin' through confrontation I'd rather hold a grudge than hold a conversation This that big ego too much pride combination The padlock without the combination This is not new I let you down when I say that I got you I never learned how to love, I actually learned not to Whatever my priority is, you think that it's not you I say I love you, you tell me it's not true Girl, you deserve to be happy You deserve to be happy Maybe I do, too, shit [Chorus] Baby, baby I need you, I need you Sacrifice them I could give you my all I need you, I need you (Yeah, yeah) Premonition got me in position I know (I know, I know) You a blessing (I know) I'ma wait however long For my blessing Yeah, yeah [Verse 3: Grafh] Happiness forgotten, I been hurtin' so long that I actually forgot that happiness is actually an option How could you take all your emotions and love me with it? How dare you give me your heart and trust me with it? Damn, you brave, I'm praying I'm never clumsy with it Your ex man hurt you, you look at me like, "He must be different" I'm tryna uphold that Secrets from every relationship, I never told that I never condone that I wish I could love so freely and never hold back The soul is for sale, but I never sold that I wanna be incredible I wanna do the shit I never do I grew up with grown ass men that never grew I used to buy my kids things I never had Now I wanna teach my kids things I never knew Stop competin' with who's ahead of you Just wake up tomorrow and try to be a better you Word [Chorus] Baby, baby I need you, I need you Sacrifice them I could give you my all I need you, I need you (Yeah, yeah) Premonition got me in position I know (I know, I know) You a blessing (I know) I'ma wait however long For my blessing Yeah yeah