Forever Now

My name is Billie and I'm freaking out I thought before I was now I can't really figure it out I sit alone with my thoughts and prayers Screaming my memories as if I was never there Standing at the edge of the world It's giving me the chills Looking down the edge of the world Lost in a tangle, it's freaking me out Burning lights and blackouts From the edge of the world From the edge of the world I'm like a punk rocker on Labor Day How the hell did I work so hard to perform this way I've never learned to read or write so well But I can play the guitar until it hurts like hell Standing at the edge of the world It's giving me the chills Looking down the edge of the world Lost in a tangle, it's freaking me out Burning lights and blackouts From the edge of the world From the edge of the world If this is what you call the good life I want a better way to die If this is what you call the good life I want a better way to die Oh I Don't wanna think about tomorrow Don't wanna think about the road It doesn't matter anyway Oh I I wanna start a revolution I wanna hear it on my radio And put it off another day I want a new conspiracy And the silence of a thousand cries So hurry up I wanna a better way to die I'm running late to somewhere now where I don't want to be Where the future and promises ain't what it used to be I never wanted to compromise or bargain with my soul How did a life on the wild side ever get so full Somewhere now Somewhere now Somewhere now Somewhere now Oh I Don't wanna think about tomorrow Don't wanna think about the road It doesn't matter anyway Oh I I wanna start a revolution I wanna hear it on my radio And put it off another day Oh I (I ain't gonna stand in line no more!) Don't wanna think about tomorrow Don't wanna think about the road It doesn't matter anyway Oh I I wanna start a revolution I wanna hear it on my radio And put it off another day