My Dying Spirit

[Verse 1] I'm barely on my feet, mama Barely holding on by a thread Every night I lose a different friend Thought I had it how I wanted Far away as I could ever dream I don't think California's my speed [Pre-Chorus] All on my own All I know [Chorus] If I'm high like those other guys you've kissed Maybe I'll find you in my bed again But I'm all alone, living on the edge I'm right at the limit Will I ever heal my dying spirit [Verse 2] I'm hanging on needless hunger Keeps the tears out the devil's eyes I don't eat because he tells me that it's fine Barely even standing now Goddamn I need another round I can hear my name out in the crowd, yeah, yeah [Chorus] If I'm high like those other guys you've kissed Maybe I'll find you in my bed again But I'm all alone, living on the edge I'm right at the limit Will I ever heal my dying spirit [Bridge] If I was a hotel lobby, you'd be mighty fucking sorry to be staying at this piece of shit right off highway 9 I'm on the floor of my kitchen on a vaporizing mission Find a little calm Please ease my mind I'm so sorry Alexa, I won't make her graduation But tell Sloaney girl she's the apple of my eye Tell her, take your time Take your time Take your Take your Take your time I get high [Outro] Yeah, oh baby, yeah Every night I'm hanging on by a thread Yeah, oh baby, yeah I'll never heal it, my dying spirit