monday

Yeah, we cruise through life with our grip held tight, if only Time could tell 'cause our fears just might collide with Dreams we had, all these paths offline, If I could Make more sense of the things I like, regardless I create what I feel inside This therapeutic place with my tears all dried, it's blissful Seasons change and the time flies by, I always Feel so strained and I don't know why, be honest How many motherfuckers do what you do? You got everything you want, but ain't nobody got you They're so amazed by the constant drops, the plays and the views But I'm deranged, fucking insane, spittin' my pain in the booth It's a mad fucking world, we chasin' pennies and truth Can you believe I fuckin' made it? Dodged a box and a suit I'm just a boy from outer space who ain't got nothing to lose So I'ma chase away the pain with forty ounces of booze Cracks in every wall But they ain't ever see me fall They ain't ever see me fall, oh, oh, oh Shootin' like a star Yeah, your planet ain't that far You'll be home by Monday You'll be home by Monday Check it I'll burn a blunt and bridge the gap of what is left I'm upset 'cause half my childhood was theft It's apparent that my scars all tell a story east to west But I can't tell it 'cause I'm occupied by beds, I overslept In a second I feel fine, but in a minute, I'm depressed All these voices in my head been telling me what to do next Is there any fucking answers underneath the skin I'm dressed in? I always think about it 'til I say "Nah!" and forget There's evil locked inside me, but I don't know where it went So I practice tying in knots in case the thoughts inside my head Leave me manic, watch me panic 'bout the past until I'm dead All because a fucking loser touched my dick when I was ten Yeah, they say men can't be raped, but I'm a victim in the end Let it shake up my whole world until the day that I ascend It's a blessing and a curse but what's worse is most men Do not open up about it 'til they start to comprehend Fuck Cracks in every wall But they ain't ever see me fall They ain't ever see me fall, oh, oh, oh Shootin' like a star Yeah, your planet ain't that far You'll be home by Monday You'll be home by Monday Yeah, we're thrown in the ocean Deep end, swimmin' with a pocket full of potions Vices to commend the fallen ones that lost they focus I'm a toy soldier, moving weight in slow motion, oh shit (Oh shit) I'm losin' focus How the fuck you fix it with a bottle and some roaches? You ain't been yourself and it's been noted by the hopeless They look up to you and you've been stuck in a hypnosis, -nosis No, sis, I ain't drunk, that's bullshit I've been chasing dreams and getting money on the road, shit I cut off my friends by being anxious on some ghost shit I don't like myself and I don't even think I'll post this Fuck another track about myself, you probably know this I can hardly breathe, but you're too dense to even notice Is it ADD or empathy of all I know? This year has been the worse for me, but I don't like to boast shit, so Cracks in every wall But they ain't ever see me fall They ain't ever see me fall, oh, oh, oh Shootin' like a star Yeah, your planet ain't that far You'll be home by Monday You'll be home by Monday