Sickening

So the world spins and we spin with it to the end of days to the end of grace I am worthless I serve no purpose a waste of space sickening in my disgrace I am spineless out of courage I have no place a blot on this planets face So the world spins and we spin with it To the end of all I'll embrace the fall So the world spins and we spin with it From birth to death from our first to last breath I will always remember I will never forget and every december I live with regret So the world spins and we spin with it in The hands of fate it's all too late I am worthless I serve no purpose just a waste of space sickening in my disgrace I am the maggot I am the worm I crawl beneath everything I twitch and turn I will always remember I will never forget and every december I live with regret So the world spins and I spin with it in constant self-loathing please stop loving me So the world spins and I spin with it to the end of me it's the end of me I will always remember I will never forget and every december I live with regret You will never remember you will always forget who what and why is this my goodbye?