Split Reflection

Drowning in my blood I felt the air leave from my chest My final seconds, my fleeting moments Etched into my split reflection Should I feel so distant Should I feel so far from myself Just a breath in sea of mist let dejection grip my neck I'm sick of waiting to feel I’m so sick of feeling nothing at all Held by pain and sorrow, lost time can't get today back tomorrow Should I feel so distant Should I feel so far from myself Just a breath in sea of mist let dejection grip my neck It takes everything just to be While the devil stands laughing at me The lens bends everything I see Set fire to thе memories This wretchеd air I can feel it burning in my chest I can feel it torching my skin My struggle doesn't exist on the surface The lens bends perception I could never get sick of serenity if I’ve lost my connection Should I feel so distant Should I feel so far from myself Just a breath in a sea of mist let dejection grip my neck This wretched air I can feel it burning in my chest I can feel it torching my skin I'm sick of waiting to go Leading me like a lamb to slaughter Drowning in my blood Let my angel descend when I call for her Should I feel so distant Should I feel so far from myself Just a breath in a sea of mist let dejection grip my neck I looked for God I found nothing but rain This wretched air I can feel it burning in my chest I can feel it torching my skin Let me go for a second Deviate to suppress my pain I looked for God I found nothing but rain