Now it's time

You never said the things that I wanna hear You don't even understand why I'm still here Hitchhiking on the road to oblivion Now I own the mud that I'm standing in? Yeah, it's mine Yeah, it's mine You never could give what I needed then So how could I expect something different? It's got to come from me to find a way Just don't expect me to look back on the good old days 'Cause you never tried You never tried Oh, you never tried You never tried I'm not asking anymore for an apology I can't wait anymore for you to set me free Yeah, it isn't yours to give, it has to come from me Yeah, it's mine, yeah, it's mine Yeah, it's mine It's my mine You'll never give the perfect ending Not that anybody could And I know, I know I held onto it too long But when I see you on the street Go ahead, withhold apologies The real barrier to break Is the one I feel inside Now it's time Yeah, it's time To let go And I realize now You will always find a way To keep feeling okay With lying to my face It was not for me to wait It was not for me to change Am I reaching out to say I never gave two fucks anyway?