World's End FM, yeah man
Yo, right now we got a caller comin' in
Yo, who's that on the hotline?
'Ello Hak, how you doin'? It's old Rolfy boy
Who's that? Jack?
Yeah
Fuckin' hell
How are you gov' man?
I'm good mate, how are you?
I'm alright, apart from it's the end of the fuckin' world
Ugh mate I told, well I told everyone it was comin'
I told 'em it was comin'
I'm sittin' comfortable, mate, on the radio
I be in the best place I can, d'ya know what I mean?
Yeah, yeah yeah yeah
How are you mate?
I'm alright, listen, we ain't got long- a long time
So I'll get straight to it
Yeah
Um, I wanna talk about suicide and bereavement
Um. My Mum, she- She took hеr own life
She committed suicidе when I was 17
Jumped from a cliff
You told me, you told me brother
And, uh. It just fucked me up for years, man
I went through a whole stage of self-sabotage
Where I couldn't look in a mirror
For about 4 years
I hated myself
Attempted taking my own life
Fo- You be- You know
You become succumbed by it
Urm, it takes over your life
'Cause I spent a lot of time wallowing - not feeling sorry for myself
You know, not wallowing in self-pity or anything like that, but just
You're succumbed by it
Well, well, well
What a ride it's been
My life full up of sin and stifled wins
I wonder how many corners I've pissed in?
How many holes I've lived in
How many birds I've winked at
And how many times I've fell flat on my face
Coming to ya live, the last of the sunshine
Demise served up on a tray, the end of our fucking days
No more ring tones
No more phones
No more riddles to decipher
No more home
No more rich cunts dictating the poor
No more richards to stare at in awe
Khallas'
It means finished in Arabic
I wonder what it's like down there?
The end of the world is comin'
Ain't no day after
Mugs have got bombs in the air
Prepped for disaster
Call up your friends
And end your days with some laughter
Tried hard to live
Time to amend with me master
You know, I had this thing, I made up this terminology in my head
I've copywrited this, by the way, don't anyone knick it off me
World's End FM!
World's End FM. Um
I was just so afraid of
You know, turning on this imaginary tap
And the valve would open and all this water
And all this emotion would gush out
And I wouldn't be able to turn it back off
I wouldn't be able to recover back from it
'Cause, you know, I was a different boy before
I mean, to be fair, I was
I was a young boy and now I'm grown up, 32 years of age. Almost. Um
And it fucked me up for years, man
For years I didn't feel... normal
What the fuck is normal?
But I didn't feel how I am now until
Until I was about 28
And that was just through extensive therapy, you know?
Let me just say, I mean I know everyone's a bit different but
Sort of - I used to call them "Clipboard People"
I feel like the habitual - sorry, not habitual
The holistic route is so much better
The end of the world is comin'
Ain't no day after
Mugs have got bombs in the air
Prepped for disaster
Call up your friends
And end your days with some laughter
Tried hard to live
Time to amend with me master
The end of the world is comin'
Ain't no day after
Mugs have got bombs in the air
Prepped for disaster
Call up your friends
And end your days with some laughter
Tried hard to live
Time to amend with me master
Me family and me friends, and me friends and me family
I quote now, I hope now, I hope now you're proud of me
As the ozone peels back and peels the films off our back
The love that we have for one another
Will remain an infinite filament of fact
What a time to have been alive
Put some gravy on your potatoes, what a celebratory time
I do a lot of group work. Big up
Um, there's a men's mental health charity
Called A Band Of Brothers, and, you know
They saved me from taking my own life
I've attempted suicide a couple times but never been brave enough
One was the pills, another one was a razor blade
Another one was a gun, I put a gun to me head. Um
Gun to your head, bruv?
Yeah, I put a gun to my head
But lucky I didn't pull the fuckin' trigger
Of course you're bloody happy you didn't, if you did-
World's End FM!
I know we're gonna die anyway, but blimey
No, no, no. No way. No way
I'm not going out like that
What? I don't get a one little Miami Beach?
You have to just do your thing
Because you never know when the world's gonna end
'Cause I'm thinkin' of East London again. And I'm coming home
I'd love to take my children to Disneyland. Disneyworld
And they'll eat anything they want
I know I'm not the only one when I say I'm scared
Scared of the unknown, and I'm scared of what's next
I'm scared. Scared of not seeing all that is good in this world
They'll never know how much I love them
I've had a good life
Desperately try mushrooms, because I've always wanted to try mushrooms
I'm most proud of the friends I've made along the way
The amazing people I've met. And the amazing family that raised me
A life of laughter and fun. Who could ask for more? Not me
Hi. You're all my close friends, all my family, all my friend's family
Everyone under the sun that is loved by all of us
But unbelievably, I found peace within all this
I'm thinkin' to myself: What can I think?
I've spent my whole life tryna convince the world that
I'm worthy of their attention
When really I should have just given more attention
To the people that actually loved me
I'm gonna call up all my family and friends
And invite them round to dinner
My heart doens't belong here. I belong in Zimbabwe. With my-
It gives me such elation, I cannot explain
Their last few moments of happiness is my happiness
