9 Months

Mo said he hates when I'm materialistic When 3 years back I was nearly evicted Past few years, I was tryna' drop bars Pop squares, pop champs, now your boy a Popstar Life wasn't fair and square Mine was unfair, bro, we went and got squares The harshest reality is nobody cares In my shitty old flat where there's piss on the stairs Nah, I'm not a role-model Nah, I'm not a martyr Nah, I'm not a drill youte But I'm not Akala I saw my first gun at 11, older brother with a Weston, little nigga with some venom The world don't care 'bout a brudda like me Until I get down another brudda like me Man just heard donny rang it on the mains, got me lookin' at him strange, like he doesn't like P's It's hard telling kids to be a surgeon when all you see is rappers and football that's earning Irony is mum was a nurse Tryna' take care of lives, can't take care of hers How you got a kettle? Limescale in your kettle Your mums in the hood while you flex your (?) I never said I'm talented Never said I'm special But I did it all while these niggas did it little Living in trauma Even when I'm happy, it's like something's 'round the corner Maybe, kinda', more time, sorta' Nigga's smoke weed and get a mental disorder Childhood messed up, emotional torture Fuck a fairytale, bro, I'm prince and the pauper Are you tryna' be rich or Rich Porter? Bro, I made five-figures as a Sixth Former God on my side, late night candles Weight of the world pushing down on my ankles Yeah, I went uni I can do like 90 degrees but is that the right angle? When I done Best Life, life was a handful Which little nigga wanna' hit me with his gang tool? Automatic there like I don't wanna' drive manual I can't speak for everyone, innit? But man didn't come into music to play the charts I did a freestyle 'cause that's what I want to do I'll tell my story 'cause that's what I want to do I'll make a banger 'cause that's what I want to do, innit At the end of the day, man know who I am, man know where I come from, you feel me? Hollywood Hardy, H-A-I-R, Hardy season