Graceful Rage

I told you i wanted to kill myself You took that as meaning something else A clever way to get you to stay A toxic maneuver to quell my heartbreak I saw you as my companion You saw me as your biggest fear You thought i wanted something Cause i said i didn’t wanna be here Now i’ll keep my mouth shut, baby Save it for the ones who love me Graceful rage is all that suits me these days I hope you’re happy now Telling everyone you love i’m crazy It’s okay, i understand But have you talked to someone lately? Now i’ll keep my mouth shut, baby Save it for the ones who love me Graceful rage is all that suits me these days Not a whisper from me, baby I’ll take the medicine you gave me Graceful rage is all that suits me these days What if i trusted you? What if i was scared? What if i told you because A part of me still wanted to be here?