Not usually optimistic
Tell myself it was just bad timing
And if we tried again it
Was gonna end with a silver lining
I know you don't know exactly what you're feeling now
Cause we're both twenty something
Still got shit to figure out
And I'm not blaming you for holding someone when you drown
Cause I like being held by you
However long you want me too
Guess I was your placeholder
Until you got to hold her again
And now you wanna act like all we were was friends
But I bet you never told her
The things you said, the places that we've been
I hate to say it but I'd do it all again
Cause I love you, I'll admit it
At least that's how it feels when I'm in it
And I don't doubt that you didn't
At least that's how it feels when I'm in it
You call when she's asleep and
Say you wish it was me in your bed
And I hate that
I still pick up
And let you get in my head
I know I don't know exactly what I'm feeling now
Cause we're both twenty something
Still got shit to figure out and
I'm not blaming you for holding someone when you drown
Cause I like being held by you
However long you want me to
Guess I was your placeholder
Until you got to hold her again
And now you wanna act like all we were was friends
But I bet you never told her
The things you said, the places that we've been
I hate to say it but I'd do it all again
Cause I love you, I'll admit it
At least that's how it feels when I'm in it
And I don't doubt that you didn't
At least that's how it feels when I'm in it
Guess I was your placeholder
Until you got to hold her
Again
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