Constant Dread

I can feel my body breaking down, California sun I can see the colors spiral out, nowhere left to run Don't leave so soon, when the darkness closes in We burned out bright, I'm sorry it's the end All our curses go away, washed out by a wave (Such constant dread) All our curses go away, there's nothing left to save (I'm better off dead) I'm better off dead I can't do it alone just bury my bones Off the coast on a western shore Caught in the foam I sink like a stone I'm lost on the ocean floor It's killing me to know, it's killing me again Have I let you down now Have I let you down All our curses go away, washed out by a wave (Such constant dread) All our curses go away, there's nothing left to save (I'm better off dead) I'm better off dead It's all in your head, such constant dread All I wanna know is, "Am I better off dead?" Search for a light, look toward the sky Don't be afraid to die All our curses go away, washed out by a wave (Such constant dread) All our curses go away, there's nothing left to save (I'm better off dead) I'm better off dead