Jealous

Hubristic think I'm misunderstood Narcissistic begging for one more look But it's never quite enough So I dissolve discreetly between lines Of the things I left unsaid and the regrets I'm yet to have Blissful clarity never lasts Despite all the effort to hold it down Thus overtly I regress into someone that I resent So painfully self aware unsure of every desire I bare Crippled by the mortals qualms Jealous of the ones I love I'm jealous So jealous I'm jealous So jealous I'm jealous So jealous I'm jealous So jealous