Remains

(Did it happen?) [Verse 1: Hemlock Ernst] It's foolish attempting to paint the night It's anything more than the absence of light The starless encircling the couple in the old van Hurtling to a stun silence of deep fondness Succumbing to a crumbling close This in old folks home of browning neurosis Growing morose at just 23 I was dead asleep Barely working, rarely brushing my teeth But I had dreams you know? (But did they happen?) Turning off at the [marrying?] nexus So we could be refill up the engine it loves Pulled of my gloves Shoulders unslump Watch my hands slightly shake I'm beginning to pump The place at my fingеrless gloves, mark My bluish white fingеrs Now seeing a red blushing cleaning Flushing my checks Poking through windows of sleep The elephant looming as selfish is grooming Florescent reflexions of spindle collections Of memories packed back seat Memories finding themselves Bitting themselves To histories unwinding themselves The crescent decisions Becoming the new moon's acceptance The growling start calling from hunger pains growing It seems like affection But where's the directions? Looking at you, superimposed upon my reflection Looking at you, superimposed under my reflection Looking at you, superimposed upon my reflection Hey hand me the directions [Verse 2: Hemlock Ernst] Spinning back on to the on ramp Of man made maze of careless construction The concrete walls embed in everything But the cold and damp creeping in Under the night with the headlamps flashing Illuminating our only line of sight - that's when it happened Curving we accelerated on a rabbit Stuck between two high walls A flicker of grief and shame calling the headlights flashing Frozen looking over its shoulder Accelerating on an image of grief and pain A rabbit in the headlights smashing looking over its shoulder Remember how you looked at me horrified Frozen looking over your shoulder Remember how it looked like us terrified Looking pass people colder And every night Every night when everything else between us would come to light I grew colder, as I grew older, I grew older That anthracite night, that majestic black night With the headlamps flashing You can realize [?] how beaten I was - You know what i'm saying Well i was seventeen, I'd be thinking about it So now that I'm eighteen, (I ain't like) no longer nineteen I had to [?] so It was, it was bound to happen [Verse 3: E L U C I D] I ain't like the polish in the chipped off Black sigh and I heard rat piss on cotton Stormed trash out the project no resource Had coals off the process Side step sense from nonsense High concept If I could just exist Statistics, bondage, domination, sadistic A grease fist, in the hole USA Been in the mould so long Thinking it might not be as cold as they say Hay is for horses Scratching caves in the 4th wall Can it all seems to be coming towards us Free fall before I burn into this plain Submitted to unforgiving orbit Everybody's played the fool Did I chose, no I can't recall it Niggas die different (Niggas die different) Niggas die different In the year of Our Lord My sword nobody carries Lost blocks, corners, alleys Hot hands turned cold Motionless in front of strangers Yeah [Outro: E L U C I D] Three sick sided die against the wall Common place A wallflower and at function called death This year behind the 'ween I was the invisible man Not named bigger Worms slid over his flesh Crypt grew cold Should have worn a vest I slung a shot Corner pocket Fool him not [?] Who know gon' know Who know gon' know Who know gon' know