eleven

So how long has it been since I saw you? It was right after summer when I was leaving your place And I knew right then and there I won't be okay Wipe the tears from our eyes, everything will be okay Do you believe in love? 'Cause I'm having a hard time Believing myself, let's drink to that and raise my Cup and make a toast to us lonely people At least we know we'll forever be peaceful, and so I've been Counting months, it's almost eleven Since we've talked and showed you affection I'll never have anyone to connect with Like we had or the feeling of commitment Maybe this time I'll go up to heaven Getting weaker by the day, pain just pressing Thinking what to do with my life, it's depressing Thinking I'll always be alone, I expect it On my arm, you look with disappointment I knew it was wrong, trust me won't do it again You made me feel alive, I thank you for that Now I got a heart that has no light in it