The Diary

[Chorus: Deuce] 'Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been running these streets for too long now I've got nothing, it's true, but this song now But the further I go, I wanna go home 'Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been running these streets for too long now I've got nothing, it's true, but this song now But the further I go, I wanna go home [Verse 1: Johnny 3 Tears] I fucking swear that I care, but it's hard when you stare Into the bottom of a bottle that is empty and bare Oh, my desolate soul in my desolate home It's my desolate role, yeah, I'm here all alone I can't think of a reason to get the fuck out of bed Curtains closed, lights are off, am I alive or dead? I haven't shaved in a week, I always slur when I speak Tolerance at its peak, another fifth just to sleep Oh, woe is me, woe is me, I guess I need love And hoes you see, hoes you see, I'm just in a rut And I swear I'm trying, baby, please, baby, don't leave Goddamn, I'm a fuck up but I guess that's just me So I sit in my room and I cry in my bed Thinking about all the shit that made me wrong in my head I keep trying to climb, but it seems so steep Pour myself a fucking whiskey and go back to sleep, bitch [Chorus: Deuce] 'Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been running these streets for too long now I've got nothing, it's true, but this song now But the further I go, I wanna go home 'Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been running these streets for too long now I've got nothing, it's true, but this song now But the further I go, I wanna go home [Verse 2: Johnny 3 Tears] I watch my mama cry, she says "baby, why?" I say "baby died, baby's gone like a suicide" I don't think you'll see him soon, Mom, stay out my room, Mom Tell Daddy that I hate that motherfucker like you, Mom I sing this shit for you Danny, Sascha, and Jordon These beers keep getting warmer every time that I hold 'em I pour this out for you like a partner in crime It's a part of the times when you're sick in the mind Yeah, I'm sick, oh, so sick, I'm so sick of this shit Yeah, I'm lit, oh, so lit, I'm so fucked up off it So I stumble around till I stumble fall down Into this puddle of my tears laying here on the ground When you've got nothing left you've got nothing left to lose With my last, this single breath, I'll still be singing to you So when you bury me, man, you better bury me deep And sing along to this song 'cause you're broken like me [Chorus: Deuce] 'Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been running these streets for too long now I've got nothing, it's true, but this song now But the further I go, I wanna go home 'Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been running these streets for too long now I've got nothing, it's true, but this song now But the further I go, I wanna go home [Bridge: Deuce] And I wanna go back to the start Back where we started from And I know it's been so long I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong all along And I wanna go back to the start Back where we started from And I know it's been so long I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong all along [Chorus: Deuce] 'Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been running these streets for too long now I've got nothing, it's true, but this song now But the further I go, I wanna go home 'Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been running these streets for too long now I've got nothing, it's true, but this song now But the further I go, I wanna go home