IHATEMYSELF

Here I go again, terrified myself I suffocated in these walls I've built up I'm no good at self love And I've wasted I've wasted my time I'm Terrible to myself I'm Terrible to myself Ooh I hate myself Sometimes I hate I hate myself I look for happiness in the bottom of a glass Drowning in the deep thoughts of an egomaniac I'm making enemies all the bullies in my mind They try to hurt me but it was me the whole time I'm Terrible to myself I'm Terrible to myself Ooh I hate myself Sometimes I hate I hate myself I crawl around on the ceiling Pull me down but I'm liking how it's feeling Here I go again I'm fighting with my manic head I'm losing grip of it Tempered little fits Mantras on my tongue But nothing ever sticks Battle with the love and the hate of myself Wishing I could be somebody, swapping for somebody else I stuck around a while and I heard you called me brave But all I did was wake up and live another day I hate myself I'm Terrible to myself I'm Terrible to myself Ooh I hate myself Sometimes I hate I hate myself