Note to Self

I woke up with the morning blues And told myself everything I wanted to do Was out of reach and not worth my time My self-esteem had hit the floor The best of me walked out without a word or more I'm all at sea and not worth your time Wipe the sleep from out my eyes It's time for me to realise If you've little faith in who you are and what you believe in Life won't make it easy, you'll be stuck with this feeling Self loathing, anxiety, a weight I bare inside of me The man this world has made of me The pouring rain hangs off my chin The wind blew down this house of cards I'm living in I'm all at sea and don't have much time Just when you think you've found the piece that can pull this all together Watch my happiness grow into something cold and bitter Brought on by my own obsessive, compulsive need to better myself No regard for my own health Can't find a reason why I can never be, I can never be alright For more than one day But something tells me It's down to me myself and I I'm my own worst enemy For more than one day But something tells me I can never be alright I can never be alright