If You Didn't Exist

Sometimes these days If you didn’t exist I would not be here Speaking like this You can always rely on your life insurance To keep you alive when life gets boring At least 10 times day I think about being 17 and foolish And looking for love Guess I was looking for drugs To keep the hell at bay To warrant all the mess I've made In siloes I live my delight Sometimes These days If you didn’t exist I would not be here Speaking like this When I was 17 and foolish And looking for lovе Guess I was looking for drugs To keep the hell at bay To warrant all this mеss I've made In siloes I live my delight Persuade me for the 1000th time To live out in the universe This chemistry that I've unearthed Beside myself I read the signs Sometimes These days If you didn’t exist I would not be here Speaking like this Oh, oh, oh, these days If you were not breathing Life would lose meaning Is that hard to believe in