Bad Prescription

It's been six months since you stopped caring about me It's been seven since you left and I find it hard to breathe Not here to stay, I'm here to pick up my things Like the heart you broke and all the sitcom memories I won't get back, you fell through the cracks You are the tumor that's sitting in my brain You are the poison blood in my veins And I am the nasty pill you used to take But then you feel better and you threw the prescription away A second too late, a heartbeat that shakes A voice that cracks when you tell me Thinking about what was missed out on, maybe an anniversary Thinking about catching up every once in a while And then I get to remembering, I'm not exactly on your speed dial And you are the tumor in my brain And I am the poison blood in my own veins And I am the nasty pill that you used to take Then you feel better and you threw your prescription away Heard you went off to join the army Fighting for a country you never believed in I guess you must have changed your once good intentions But it's good to know you're going sober You're finding your way back home I just wish you would have let somebody help you Cause you never had to do it all alone I am the tumor sitting in my own brain And I am the poison blood running through my tired veins And I am the nasty pills that I still take And I hope that one day I can throw the prescription away And I hope that one day I will throw the prescription away