Chloroform / Nightmares

Cold and blue, I think of you, broken Lemonade, wish you'd stayed, unspoken It hits like chloroform And thunderstorms The rise and fall Forevermore Stuck in withdrawal What do I do It all fell through, frozen I think I'm in a free fall Self-vandalized 'till I'm no more So tell me what I'm here for You say I'm fine but I'm not sure I wanna send my brain into space By now things should've made more sense I got lost, but in my defense I never wanted to stay in the same place I'm running from the nightmares That escaped from my head (Escaped from my head) It's coming and I'm so scared Not safe in my bed, so staying awake instead Feel everything and nothing Empty, numb, and stretched too thin Medicate to feel something Say the word and I'll let you in I'm living translucent again I'm invisible to myself, so I'll pretend Fading fast and at a dead end And all I needed was a friend I'm running from the nightmares That escaped from my head (that escaped from my head) It's coming and I'm so scared Not safe in my bed, so staying awake instead I'm running from the nightmares (I'm giving up, I've given up, I've given up) That escaped from my head (that escaped from my head) (I'm out of luck, I'm thunderstruck) It's coming and I'm so scared (I'm giving up, I've given up, I've given up) Not safe in my bed, so staying awake instead (I'm out of luck, I'm thunderstruck) (I'm running from the nightmares) (That escaped from my head, escaped from my head) (It's coming and I'm so scared) (Not safe in my bed, so staying awake instead)