MIGRAINE

I'm symptomatic and manic with moral panic am I Gonna stack it cut up inside someone's attic am I So erratic in drowning out the static I don't wanna keep living so I just keep living it up Yeh you think you found safety in an abattoir baby Where they promised you love But they cut out your tongue and they said it was holy Please find me I'm hungry There's a famine deep in me and too much is never enough AH, NOW IM ANGRY, CHOPPED MY HEAD OFF AND IT NEARLY BLOODY KILLED ME NOW I'M ROLLING IN THE MUD PUSHING DAISIES AH, IN MY MEMBRANE, HEARING ALL THE VOICES THAT I TRY TO CONTAIN AH, IM FREAKING OUT Take this burning tongue out my mouth Settle in to insecurity An alien in my own company Hate being alone But better on my own I'm living with the pain Permanent migraine Apocalyptic, so cryptic It's hard to keep up with it It's not simplistic, complicit it's always making me sick It's not cathartic to always be always be so guarded I don't wanna keep living so I just keep living it up So lose time, waste your mind Wish these charcoal tears were never mine Send postcards, from graveyards I'm holidaying in a hotel under the ground Settle in to insecurity An alien in my own company Hate being alone But better on my own I'm living with the pain Permanent migraine Just another trip, a Freudian slip, why can't I get a grip? Strapped to bed, banging my head, my brain is not my friend When will this end? when will this end? WHEN WILL THIS FUCKING END? Settle in to insecurity An alien in my own company Hate being alone But better on my own I'm living with the pain Permanent migraine Permanent migraine I'm living with the pain Permanent migraine Hell, I have a bloody headache now, help me Jim