Wait for It

All I can ask is that we stay like this forever because I've spent a decade just wishing that we could Fantasies were unmet, and we never kept our promises But this time I swear I have it figured out for good You can be found in the cheapest and sweetest of bottles I have ever swallowed down I'd rather have you than this spinning room that smells like cheap booze and perfume When you wrote me off, I wrote a song about a holocaust You were the premise that dropped the melody into my head Like a bomb that falls and spreads itself across the harbor of my heart Destroying every single vessel in the bay I feel the same way Cheated Depleted A once-boastful army defeated by a play-Judas bullet to the lips Just check the tube of your chapstick It's shaped the same I shape myself around you But you never take the blame I was 200-0 My god, You came around last minute, brought the loss to me I missed the trophy wife, Please can you help me? I'd say to my family If you would ever settle down and realize that it's always been me