If I Could

[Chorus] If I could be whoever I want Then I'ma be the one that you love, the one that you trust The one that you need, forever for me Only for me, if I could have it my way Filling my cup 'til the feelings go numb Running it up 'til there's nothing to love Coming to me if there's something you need You know, without you, I feel like a fuck-up [Verse 1] I'ma take your heart away, like, baby, here we go I can't take another day, what we waiting for? You been running through my mind, but you not tired yet (Yet) Why I never see your face but see your silhouette? I'm kicking rocks, tell me if it's me or not Girl, what you need? Baby, I got what you need I'm bleeding out, be the one to save me now Before I freeze, I can't wait forever [Pre-Chorus] You make it hard for me to last I can't take much more Why does it feel like Neverland? You're all I wanted [Chorus] If I could be whoever I want Then I'ma be the one that you love, the one that you trust The one that you need, forever for me Only for me, if I could have it my way Filling my cup 'til the feelings go numb Running it up 'til there's nothing to love Coming to me if there's something you need You know, without you, I feel like a fuck-up [Verse 2] You better hurry up 'cause you know I hate the wait But, at the same time, you know I'ma always stay I made a bad habit, always gettin' in the way Never knew the devil had a pretty face I turn to stone when I look in her eyes She know how to move, smooth in a disguise I got a hard time with saying goodbye It's too hard, and this is why [Pre-Chorus] You make it hard for me to last I can't take much more Why does it feel like Neverland? You're all I wanted [Chorus] If I could be whoever I want Then I'ma be the one that you love, the one that you trust The one that you need, forever for me Only for me, if I could have it my way Filling my cup 'til the feelings go numb Running it up 'til there's nothing to love Coming to me if there's something you need You know, without you, I feel like a fuck-up