Retrograde

I've been calling out You won't speak to me I can feel your ghost But you're out of reach What I won't give just to bring you back to me My ecstasy, my remedy It's enthralling now, in the elegy How you're all I see Wait for me I'll see you on the other side Where the light begins to fade And maybe in another life Will you wait for me And stay in retrograde? I've been crawling down on my hands and knees Searching for your voice in the eulogy 'Cause I'm addicted to the silhouette Your shadow dancing through my head Just take me back to when we met Don't tell me that it's over yet Feels like I'm losing the old me Only one who's ever known me Need you to hold me 'til it stops I'll see you on the other side Where the light begins to fade And maybe in another life I could take the pain away But I won't give up the light you left in me My cause for breathing And maybe in another life Will you wait for me And stay in retrograde? Stay in retrograde I'll visit you in my dreams Each night I close my eyes It's only you I see Haunted (haunted) Without you here with me But when I fall asleep I'll see you on the other side Where the light begins to fade And maybe in another life I could take the pain away But I won't give up the light you left in me My cause for breathing And maybe in another life Will you wait for me And stay in retrograde? What I won't give just to bring you back to me My ecstasy, my remedy It's enthralling now, in the elegy Will you wait for me And stay in retrograde?